Some people have noticed it, most have not. If you look closely, you can see the sadness residing inside of me. If you see my face, my smile is transparent. If you glance at my eyes, it hits you like a bag of bricks that something isn't right. Everything has changed; I hate it more than anything. Things that once made me smile I do not regret in the slightest, but it's no longer there. When that happens, when what made you happiest in life gets ripped away from you, how that feels is indescribable. Okay I'm done with this emo entry, it was kinda awkward.